10 things i love about Jason....
- that he remembers the smallest details
- that he is so organized
- that he is funny around people
- that he is so romantic
- that he plans the most amazing surprises
- that he always lets me know that he loves me
- that he is always prepared
- that he has everything one needs in his apartment
- that he is a great chef
- that he has such a great relationship with his parents
- that he always leaves me messages for me to look forward to to read when we havent been talking for a long time
- that he is so independent
- that he is great writer
- that he gets the big picture
- that he has the most beautiful nose I have ever seen
- that he dress to impress
- that he is punctual
- that he is well educated
- that he knows whats the best food on the menu
- that he is well mannered when it matters
- that he makes me want to be a better person.
- that you can always count on him in hard situations.
... this was more than 10, and much more to havent been listed
DPR and JTP
söndag 14 april 2013
tisdag 9 april 2013
Could, would, should
Tuesday morning and I know he is flying out from Munich.
Theres no way to reach him. I tried to call, but no answer. And i have texted, no reply.
I should have been there for him during those last two days. I should have called him, seen him.
Been. there. for. him.
But I acted as a coward. A coward i was. I was emotionless. Without thoughts, without feelings. I pushed all that away. Deep down. And felt absolutley nothing.
The emotions came right on friday morning. When he left.
I cried when i woke up. I cried when i was getting ready for class. I cried on my way to class.
I cried as i saw my classmate Edwin, and he told me he had a very vivid dream about me.
I cried as i was walking up the stairs at stoma. "Allergies" i excused myself.
I couldnt walk in to class. Instead i stood outside. Tears would not stop.
"Whats going on?" ask Roger. I just shock my head and looked away.
I cried and i cried.
I betrayed him. I left him all alone. I did this to him. How could you do that, Diba?
And I am crying as i am writting this. The tears wont stop. The heart is aching.
What did you do to him? You cruel, cruel person. You did absolutley nothing. How could you.
Im sorry.
Theres no way to reach him. I tried to call, but no answer. And i have texted, no reply.
I should have been there for him during those last two days. I should have called him, seen him.
Been. there. for. him.
But I acted as a coward. A coward i was. I was emotionless. Without thoughts, without feelings. I pushed all that away. Deep down. And felt absolutley nothing.
The emotions came right on friday morning. When he left.
I cried when i woke up. I cried when i was getting ready for class. I cried on my way to class.
I cried as i saw my classmate Edwin, and he told me he had a very vivid dream about me.
I cried as i was walking up the stairs at stoma. "Allergies" i excused myself.
I couldnt walk in to class. Instead i stood outside. Tears would not stop.
"Whats going on?" ask Roger. I just shock my head and looked away.
I cried and i cried.
I betrayed him. I left him all alone. I did this to him. How could you do that, Diba?
And I am crying as i am writting this. The tears wont stop. The heart is aching.
What did you do to him? You cruel, cruel person. You did absolutley nothing. How could you.
Im sorry.
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